after 10 years..

hahah...oh well after millions of seconds..im back into my blog..:)) heheh..well nothing really important... just wanted to show up..if ever someones still reading my blog...hi..hhehehe...well nothing really interesting in my life...hhaha.:)) college is just so fun!? and my hubby 2...and boo,bhie,bunny,sweetie,beb and everyone else...purple talongs rock...:)

POP ME!?

its the 14 of may and im again in the lounge of the Philippine Airlines here in Cebu, on my way back to manila!? gosh...when i just gave up and when i accepted that it could never happen...i recieve a call in the middle of the night!? yah..and i got shocked from things we talked about in the fone, i just came home from the beach...Still in the shore i got the call...and gosh, i got so surprised...it really made me jump in JOY!! then the next day!? NOTHING! absolutely NOTHING!? 2 days later, a message came?! GRABE NA ITO!? so kamusta ka naman jan!? parang BUBBLE!? nawawala nalang...tapos bumabalik!? CAN YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND!? gosh...it makes the matters worse...

why does everyone just leave me!?

its the 6 of may...im in the lounge of Philippine Airlines...soooper bored...im on my way to cebu right now...actually ive been there...its just that i can't take anymore of it here in manila...id rather be there than here....its just sooper complicated here...everyone i love and like..just leaves me...so harsh!? have you ever heard of the word CLOSURE!? thats all i need..not you bursting like a bubble and disappearing in thin air...then like a gush of wind you come along and tell me SMILE!? how the hell can i smile in a situation like this!? i have no idea what/ where im going thru..all i know is that, you hurted me...and thats because of i dont know wht!? so you must have an excusable and a very logical reason for all of this!?

my persontality test...

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (76%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.. Orderliness (43%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (83%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

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~BECAUSE OF YOU are the one that makes me happy, AND CAN MAKE ME FEEL BRANDNEW, panalangin ko sa habang buhay NA SANA IKAW NA NGA ANG BIGAY NANG MAY KAPAL. your my you and I'D ALWAYS STICK WITH YOU, all my life now and forever till the day i die. ABOT KAMAY ANG LANGIT kapagkapiling ka ligayay walang hanggan. FOR ALL OF MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE constantly on my mind AND YOULL ALWAYS BE MY BABY.~

This is a compilation song lines of how we feel and describe this musically inclined person who in the future will be, helping the people, working in Volunteer Social Societies and mor or less shouting this line until he dies..."OBJECTION YOUR HONOR!!" This would be the life of "Juan Maria Leon Gregorio Y. Chuidian 5" or Izrael known by ALL manresan's as, the person who moves as fast as the wind, with a voice that can reach a 10 on a Richter Scale, his smile is out of this world and he has a laughter that is more contagious than any other airborne virus.

Yup that's our IZRAEL, he has millions of friends, heeps of "barkada's" and also known to have the most numbers of Exrtra Curricular Actitivies. A born singer, a snappy and enthusiastic dancer and a pationate actor. Though an undefined future is ahead of him, He is not intimidated in anyway of this uknown future. This GUYS ready for anything. Although his soul has not yet completely recognized it's own counterpart,(and doesn't plan to yet..OUCH) he surely completes all of his companions lives because of his one of a kind (baduy)punch-lines, ever so enchanting voice, and a very reliable source of advice..The whole Manresa School would surely miss this guy...thanks for being a part of this batch!! Goodluck!! we'LL surely miss you...

do you need me?

bakit ganun ...kung kelan ka lang kailangan nang tao...tsaka lang xa lumalapit...pero kung ok naman buhay niya...hindi xa lumalapit sayo..... kailangan ba niya talga ako? bakit ganun? sana lang lumalapit xa...para lang magkwento kung kamusta na xa? or kahit walang importanteng kailangan sabihin...kahit boring kasama...basta nanjan sa tabi ko ok na.....

im not asking you, to make me your number 1 priority....but what i really want is, for you to be with me...yung parang marinig mo lang boses ko or marinig ko lang boses mo...yung lalapit ka for the sake na magkita tayo and magsama tayo....yun lang gusto ko...hindi yunglalapit ka lang kung kelan may kailngn ka!!? your taking me for granted...sakin mo pa binubuhos yung sama nang loob mo..well im fed up...im not a doormat!!! i hate it....dahil alam mo na isang sorry mo lang mapapaluhod mo ko...well...i know it will really hurt agen...but i think it's the right thing to do...i thought we were already cool with each other...but it seems that you just want to be cool with me , to avoid anymore problems and fights... i just hate it..if you have a problem with me ...tell it to my face and i would gladly appreciate that act....you being HONEST to me...

i cant tell you how i really feel...that i really feel digusted everytime you walk up to me, that as if nothing had gone wrong...im not a tupperware or a plastic material...im human that can feel that intense pain...these problems just repeats and repeats itself......and it's really inevitable...but if were not going to do something about it, any modest or practical change...then there will be no changes...and I waNT CHANGES...GOOD changes....for the both of us...it was always about you...i never thought of my own happiness.....but why does these things happen to me...i ain't blaming you...but i just hope that you can xplain this things to me....i wont know it, i can guess it, until you yourself will tell it to my face, even if it hurts.....it would be better, than me hearing it from others...which REALLY SUCKS!!!

i cant tell you these things because im scared to lose you again..im scared of you getting mad at me...but if i want changes then this attitude i have to change....a day will come, when i myself ...will come up to you..and say to your face!!! " ang malas mo..ikaw minahal ko!!!" ayoko na!? it really hurts..but it will always hurt...if i do this the pain wont stop but it will be lessend....bhla nalang kung anong mangyayari.... :(( help!!!

EveRytHinG iS PoSSibLe....DAW!!!!

nakakairita!? kasi ganito yun......i'LL Like this person..b4 (fortitude)....tapos parang yung feelings ko for that person...biglaan lang...as in parang nakilala ko xa tapos yun na!!! LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...pero i think it doesn't work for me...parang wla kasing nangyayari...i really want the person.na xure ako..na hindi ako masasaktan....tapos here comes the other one(justice)...yung feelings ko...actually matagal na , pero dahil kay fortitude di ko napapansin....and parang kasing alam mo yun..kung kay fortitude..nasasabi ko yung mga gusto kong sabihin...kay justice hindi ko masabi?! bakit ganun?! e2 pa nung nagtanong ako kay justice, (hindi niya alam na xa na pala yun). sabi niya...everything is possible....pero duh!?!!? di parin niya nakikita yun!! i just hope na hindi niya mabasa 2....but kung mababasa niya!? GOODLUCK nalang sakin....

alam mo yun...gusto ko lang talga na malaman niya yung feelings ko, pero if that happens well....mawawala lang nang bula yung kakaonting friendship namin...eh tap0s...basta!?! i dont want to lose justice....i would really feel incomplete without justice... I REALLY HOPE....may hahantungin 2....i want this 2 end na ....ako nasasaktan eh.. kasi naman....kung kanino pa imposible dun ka pa naiinlove....kung alam lang niya!! :((